After typing the title I realized it might be a little exaggerated since I was only been in bed 15 minutes before I ran to grab my laptop. I'm not sure what it is, but I am super anxious. I tried several times to write this blog today, yet no thoughts could come to mind about what to write nor could I even find myself able to concentrate long enough. I tried keep busy to help me relax; I ran some errands, practiced Kung Fu, indulged in my odd k-pop obsession, talked to relatives, and watched television. While everything worked temporarily, the minute I found myself alone with my thoughts I began to feel almost nauseous.
I just came home from vacation yesterday. "Came home" even sounds odd to me right now. Ya sure I have a room, a bed, family here in Chicago, but something just feels off.
I almost feel like I am expecting something to happen..
Maybe I am just waiting for something to happen.
Tomorrow I am going to make something happen.
- Gonzalo
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| Ran into my Aunt at Target today. It was 90 degrees outside and neither of us have air conditioning, so we both decided to hang out in the wicker furniture section for a bit reading tabloids. Enjoying nature the way God intended :D |
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| Ella, one of my Aunt's Boston Terriers and her favorite frog toy. Cute dog pictures don't even seem to help right now though. Well maybe a little lol |
I totally know what you feel like! You have to figure out what it is so let you have some time to yourself. But try warm tea or a glass of wine to relax a bit :) I hope you feel better!
ReplyDelete-Alyssa